I want me to be me

I want to be who I am. I want to show my genuine self to everyone. I want to be seen the way I am. But what do I do? I try to stay customary. I try to fit in to other people’s discretion. I obey the societal rules without reason. I go out and seek affirmation for someone who isn’t me but is me. Why do I do that? Why do I think I’m not worthy on my own WHY DO I WEAR MASKS? Why do I steal personalities?

When will I realise that I need to be me! I need to be enough for my self. I need myself to know that my thoughts are valid. That my feelings are valid. That I deserve pride and love. I deserve infinite happiness. That I’m a human who makes mistakes but that’s a part of me. From today, I will be me. I will be the next better me in a few years. My few years me will admire my efforts and witness where I am. The things I went through. What made me, me.